It's me. Nothing more, nothing less.

its_allee @ 2005-06-03T11:52:00

2005-06-03T16:58:02Z

sorry its been a while. just thought it was time to update

well this summer has been going really well lately. Jake and I went with muh family to Chuckee CHeese for Alyssa the other day!! that was too cute. That kid loves jake. Jacuzzi is finally fixed .. well just about its gettin closer. But funn soon to come with the jacuzzi ... lol!!! yesterday the cheerleaders met the new sponsors and ive got to say its gunna be a good year. alotta work, but its gunna be fun. i cant wait to start. well jakes leaving today for the weekend .. ima miss him but he'll be back sunday. so my recitals r this weekend!!! COME AND SEE US!!! 4:oo at the ponchatrain center tomorro. that should occupy my weekend pretty much. well it looks like im off to go cook lunch. catcth ya later aligator!!

Love Always, ALLEE

its_allee @ 2005-05-09T18:14:00

2005-05-09T23:31:40Z

OK!!! im updating for those who have been yelling at me!!! lol

wow .. things have been interesting!!! a little too much to bare ...

Confusion confusion
where art thou confusion ... grrrrrr

the other night i had a dream
of this beautiful angel talking to me
she said, "Honey, follow your heart,
And i will do the rest."
that night my eyes were opened wide
to see those close very clearly
i searched within my heart
i rigid black hole
to see a sudden peak of light
while searching i found this place i love
the one i call my home
the place where i am comfortable within myself
this peak of light guided me through
back to the arms of love
the happiness i knew
the best thing that ever happened to me
i was home again
with everything agen
almost lost wut i loved
but it stayed with me
to love and hold
to cherish and forgive
to be with
that peak of light was my angel
that guided me back to the best part of me
that side that makes me happy
that side that i love
THAT SIDE I WAITED FOR
A LONG TIME I WAITED
IM NOT LETTIN IT SLIP AWAY THAT EASY

<3 HIM .. I LOVE YOU JAKE!!

LOVE ALWAYS, ALLEE

its_allee @ 2005-04-10T13:07:00

2005-04-10T18:22:17Z

YESTERDAY WAS SO AWESOME!!!! Prom was great!!!

ok ... so yesterday i wake up early to go to ACT and I got to see Jake. YAY well that was a total waste I was so lost. but hey i tried that must count for sumthin. Then i went to see the results for cheerleading tryouts and i have another year of cheerleading ahead of me!! cant wait. congrats to all the new o5-o6 cheerleaders. ITS GUNNA BE A BLAST. so then i left to go get muh hair done and a crisis happened but it was all good in the end. later jake came to pick me up and our moms took pictures like i dunno wut. lol. after we were off to vincents. mmmmm some tasty food. everyone was tellin us how cute we were .. awwww. went to eat ice cream... then went to PROM. it was so awesome. jake was dancing in the middle of everything.. hes too cute. got to hang out wit everyone too. we went back to my house after the dance and watched some movies,then the sad part came where i hadda say goodbye to him. YESTERDAY WAS SO GREAT!!! THANKS JAKE!!

CONGRATS ALI- O5-O6 WILDCAT CHEERLEADING CAPTAIN
CONGRATS MANDIE- O5-O6 WILDCAT CHEERLEADING CO-CAPTAIN

CANT WAIT!!! WILDCAT CHEERLEADERS O5-O6 .. WOOT WOOT

I LOVE YOU JAKE!!! FOREVER AND ALWAYS

another happy ending
~allee~

its_allee @ 2005-04-03T18:38:00

2005-04-03T23:50:03Z

time for an update ...

well a lot has happened since the last entry and a change has occured for the better. wut a relief

PROM THIS SATURDAY .. WOO WOO .. CANT WAIT .. Target .. ryt bae? lol

I went through the most aggravating classes last week. Driver's ED!!!! ahhhh .. ight?? haha we counted like 78 times in a half hour. glad thas over becuz I PASSED IT!!! YAYAYAYAY

today was a good day .. went to drive to Norco through the Spillway and lets just say that was an adventure. lol ... well im gettin there at least ... JUST BEEN TIRED LATELY ... haven't slept well the past weeks .. dont know y .. hope i get some tonight tho for cheerleading tryouts.

Jake I LOVE YOU BAE!! thanks for takin care of me the last few nights ... ur the best

~ANOTHER HAPPY ENDING~
**ALLEE**

its_allee @ 2005-03-23T19:33:00

2005-03-24T01:47:10Z

a lot of things have been goin on lately. constant bickering and ppl jus sayin stuff behind others backs. especially when i hear one side and then someone else says something totally different. thas how you know something is wrong somewhere. i just cant find the stregnth to help those out. i try to hard i guess but i dunno anymore it seems wenever i say something it gets turned around onto me. so wut do i do .. i jus sit there and take wut i get.

there is always that one good thing tho .. the one thing that makes you happy .. and i honestly dont know wut i would do ryt now without him.

*you are always ryt there
*just waiting for me
*to give me a shoulder to cry on
*to give me that loving bear hug
*you lift me up onto that pedastle of yours
*and it feels as if i can touch the stars
*i cant describe the feeling i get
*when i feel you ryt there close to me
*everything i do .. its all for you
*every smile every wink just shows u i care
*but with the tender love you give
*nothing can replace that
*you always compliment me after those smartass remarks
*whisper baby i love you in my ear
*holding me tight no matter where we are
*it always seems like i dont do enough
*just to let you know im there
*i try over and over i hope it gets through
*for i am in love with you
*i love everything you do for me
*let me have a good cry jus to get it out
*and you sat for 11 hours jus to watch me dance
*im your biggest fan you will ever know
*im proud of all you do
*and cant wait for you to see it through
*i have now expressed how i feel
*and baby i promise this is my last request
*that you know that you are the best
*the best for me and everything you do
*and always remember I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU JAKE!!

~it all ends happily ~
another happy ending

~allee~

its_allee @ 2005-03-15T15:56:00

2005-03-15T21:58:30Z

sorry i havent updated in a while ... its been very busy

saturday was the pageant! I got first runner up and won talent with a perfect score. congrats to everyone in the pageant!

sunday i basically just chilled all day

Monday was school .. woo hoo .. testing started and i honestly do believe they made up words on the vocabulary part. made a depressed friend smile for once lol which wasnt hard because this person is very happy at heart. lol hope things get better for u

today was school agen. still testing but itll be over tomorro. it was pretty cool tho. i surprised jake with a smoothie at drumline practice even tho he couldnt drink it becuz toupes was yellin. but its the thought that counts ryt? haha i tried

im goin to pensacola (or however u spell that) this weekend for the drumline competition. this will be funn!! GOOD LUCK DRUMLINE!!!!

I LOVE YOU JAKE WITH EVERYTHING AND MORE!

well thas all for now i guess

ANOTHER HAPPY ENDING
~ALLEE~

6 DAYS TIL MY BIRTHDAY (MARCH 21)

its_allee @ 2005-03-09T20:25:00

2005-03-10T02:19:16Z

I realized today that there is more to see in life than wut is to the naked eye. People fight everyday but in the end it all works out. Girls playin guys and guys playin girls happens everyday and sooner or later u end up with the right person anyway so y does all of this matter? We as teenagers care too much about wut others think of us, and could careless to look in the mirror and try to impress yourself with new improvements. I believe that there is really no fake people at DHS but there are alot of fake attitudes. Wuts the point of gossip and lying? its not like its gunna matter 20 years from now. I mean think of this ... u come back for ur 10 year reunion and prolly wont recognize anyone there because no1 cares who is married to who then or who workin where so y would it matter now. I know this may be a little out of the blue but i did learn that today and i wish i had realized this b4 becuz as long as ur happy wit yourself no1 else's opinions matter.

I watched The Notebook today which became my favorite movie instantly. I cried throughout the whole movie, but it was refreshing. It cleared my head of the bad aspects of today.

**got a pageant this weekend ... Saturday at 6:00 in Hurst's cafeteria .. COME AND SUPPORT!

ALL I CAN SAY IS THANKS FOR EVERYTHING JAKE! U R ALWAYS THERE FOR ME WEN I NEED YOU TO CRY ON, TO LAUGH WITH, AND JUST TO HOLD AND BE LOVED. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART FOREVER AND ALWAYS BABY! NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THIS FEELING I HAVE FOR YOU. I LOVE YOU!!!

another happy ending
~allee~

AWESOME

2005-03-08T02:15:09Z

Ok so i am officially in!! I was talkin bout how i got a call and the audition and all of that. Well i got the results from the agency and I am now officially in the agency with 10 agents representing me. (this time im goin for it) they want me for petite clothes modeling and fashion/commercial print. What that is, is that i can get jobs MODELING (yess u dont hafta be tall lol) smaller clothing for petite clothing and fashion/commercial print is commercials and advertisements (magazines and so on). its awesome this is like a dream come true

Well I think im still in aww so ima wrap this entry up!!

AND TO MUH BIGGEST SUPPORT! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING BABY! I LOVE YOU JAKE!

another happy ending
~allee~

This weekend was awesome!

2005-03-06T23:10:15Z

i learned a valuable lesson while i was just sitting and thinking the other day. you cant sit around and let life pass you with only you yourslef dreaming and never conquering. I have many dreams of all sorts of things, but never knew how to accomplish them. well as you read in an earlier entry, i got this strange phone call. well this call was a talent scout looking for young actresses and models. imagine that just one day out of the blue this happens. anyways, i went today on the audition and they told me id be a foot model, hand model, mouth model, eye model, and neck model with tv commercial print work. it was very exciting.

the drumline did it agen!! anohter 1st place (4-0) congrats agen.

I GOT A PROM DATE!! omg this was the cutest thing ever. ok so its like 7:30 in the morning and im in the band room yesterday helping get ready for the competition when Jacob says "Bae! look i woke up this morning with something weird on the chest." well wen he lifted up his shirt he had "PROM ?" it was the sweetest thing ever. i almost cried .. it was so awesome

I LOVE YOU JACOB!! FOREVER AND ALWAYS

~another happy ending~
allee

Finally March

2005-03-03T04:32:10Z

Well nothing much has happened lately...just alotta chillin wit muh baby (every second i cherish)!!!

today was funny tho .. so first i get home from school and get this interesting phone call that was really random. hopefully its good news. Ill find out this weekend. (ill give the details later) but then im typin up muh resume' when Montz just blacks out. It was so weird because the lights were just blinking for a bit then stopped and went out. It felt like I was in a scary movie or something.

YAY ITS FINALLY MARCH!!! ONLY 19 DAYS UNTIL MY B-DAY!!! (MARCH 21) and 29 DAYS FOR ANOTHER SPECIAL DAY ;)

BIG COURT CASE TOMORROW WOOH HOO!!! LOL I GET ADDRESSED AS YOUR HONOR ITS SOO MUCH FUNN!! LOL

WELL THAS ALL FOR NOW ..

I LOVE YOU JACOB!!!!

~ALLEE~

TODAY WAS FUNN!!!!

2005-02-27T02:28:59Z

CONGRATS TO THE DRUMLINE TODAY!!! 1ST PLACE AGAIN!!! 3-0 GOOD JOB!!!

Well today I woke up to Jacobs voice. He called me wen he hadda leave. Then i left to go to his competition (the outcome is at the top)! lol fun times today ;) haha

Yesterday was school but hey it was friday(woohoo)then the rest of the day i spent wit muh baby!! yay :):)

I LOVE YOU JACOB! FOREVER AND EVER!

ALLEE

Time to write

2005-02-24T02:18:16Z

today was alot of fun. performed with Shel Bel and chilled the rest of the day. We did alright i guess im not sure wut it looked like from the audience. Thanks to everyone who complimented us it really means alot becuz shelley and i were stressin out the whole 3 days we made it up lol.

well also today kinda got in a fight with one of my well kinda "friend" i guess. She jus brought up old shit and started comparing it and really i dont care. this has gotten way to drawn out and im sick of it. keep the past in the past and let me do wut i want. this is not conceition or being stuck up as some of yall may think its just lettin me live and experience my way and lettin me be happy.

Jacob ... I LOVE YOU BABY WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART .. NOTHING WILL EVER CHANGE THAT!! MWAH
I LOVE YOU ... hmm that trophy lol

~Im Out For Now~
~allee~

life is great

2005-02-17T23:34:30Z

Sorry i havent updated in a while ive been very busy. Competition was fun but we got second o well we looked awesome anyway. Jacob came to watch me, i felt so special!!! from monday to now it hasnt been too much, jus the same ole same ole. Cheerleadings over .. kind of a bummer becuz it was a lotta work but i liked goin to practice everyday afterschool jus to hang out with the rest of the squad. o well April is comin up so hopefully ill be on the squad agen next year.

Wow today was very interesting. It all started out in first period (which is PE:/ ) well anyways, i was playin first base for softball when i went to derek out, but b4 i even got the ball derek tackles me! hmm tackle baseball lol. So here i am on the ground with the wind knocked out of me and the whole class crackin up laughin at me. hmmm very nice i know. now i got dereks footprint implanted in my leg and his elbow marks on my sides. that should be some pretty bruises ;)

well theres not too much more to say so thas all for now!

I LOVE YOU JACOB SO MUCH! SORRY ABOUT U KNOW WUT LOL. I LOOK FORWARD TO EVERDAY SO I CAN SEE YOU. LOVE YOU BABY! MWAH

~ALLEE~

later today ...

2005-02-11T03:46:53Z

Well after I got off the phone with my baby i hadda go get dressed. We went to the mall today and i got Beans! (Beans is muh stud muffin monkey Jacob got me) lol hes so cute! well i got to spend today with Jacob which was awesome. After the mall both of us hadda go to practice. Cheerleading was alotta fun, and competition is coming up! Good Luck Girls ... We r gunna Kick Butt!! Well practice was finished so i waited around to see Jacob then went home.Got home and played Rumi (or however u spell that) and clock-solitare and stayed on the phone with Jacob!!!

Today was awesome!!

I Love You Jacob!

~Allee~

THANKS

2005-02-10T15:43:11Z

Thanks Shan for the lj its really cute and its finally workin!!!!!! YAY

well ryt now im on the phone with muh baby so ima write later on today!!

I LOVE YOU JACOB!!!!
and the trophy! lol

off to polish the trophy!! hahahahahahahaha

~Allee~

hey hey. it's shanon

2005-02-09T21:37:18Z

hey, shanon here.

allee wanted me to do her livejournal, so i'm doing it. she wanted me to make her a whole new account so i did. add her on this username! (to do so, click add me at the top).

i needed to write an enrty to test her layout, comments, and scrollbar. so don't mind the rest...

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